I'm persistently frustrated with how far behind I am with this blog. Life just seems to be moving way too fast and a lot has happened and I'm trying to finish this bloody degree and I should not be prioritising dealing with the past right now but it's all that I can think about. Considering the amount of time I spend aimlessly surfing the internet I should be on top of it but sometimes I just can't be bothered with anything and just want to stare at lists of 'Things Every Girl Should Do In Her 20's' on Thought Catalog - does that make me a bad person who's not willing to do anything to support her own recovery?

Part of me really wants to just dump this blog right here, right now. I know I will instantly regret it. It's important to me to reflect upon what's happening to me and I often feel as though I can't just sit down with another person and tell them all of this in a calm, articulate and comprehensible manner. Damn, sometimes I can barely write in an order that makes much sense but at the end of the day I am doing this for myself, as something to look back on, maybe to even help others. So screw it, continue on I shall.

LIFE AIM: Blog to be up to date and assignment to be finished by Monday night. Realistic? I don't doubt myself for a second.